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Stories about the twisting war between chaos and light of the world of eating disorders

Latest Episodes

Do We All Have Eating Disorders

Who doesn’t love a delicious meal or a succulent dessert? Who doesn’t want a perfect body? There’s a fine line between wanting to stay healthy and look good, and slipping off the edge into disorder. How do you know whether your relationship with food has become dangerous, and what do you do about it?

9 MIN2018 MAY 8
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Do We All Have Eating Disorders

Why I Hid My Eating Disorder From My Parents

I thought they didn’t know. I hoped they’d never figure it out. I hid it from them for aslong as I could for one single, compelling, compulsive reason

20 MIN2018 MAR 19
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Why I Hid My Eating Disorder From My Parents

What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 2 My Mom

My mom never really talked to me about my eating disorder when it was going on. Why not? What was happening for her? What was she thinking, feeling, wanting to say but not? Things get emotional when we explore my dirty little secret, and her role in it.

14 MIN2018 FEB 27
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What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 2 My Mom

What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 1 My Dad

What do you do the first time you realize your kid is throwing up? What do you do when she lashes out at you for even bringing up how thin she’s gotten? I interview my father about his experience of my eating disorder, with no holds barred. Some interesting things come to light.

17 MIN2018 FEB 20
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What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 1 My Dad

The Moment I Realized Exercise Was a Problem

I’m running through valleys on my lunch break because it told me to. It stole my time. I’m isolating in the locker room because no one can know. It stole my friendships. It stole a lot of things from me. But it also offered me something I needed.

14 MIN2018 FEB 14
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The Moment I Realized Exercise Was a Problem

The Perfectionist and the Fuck You

Watch this magic trick. I’m going to be so thin, everyone will love me. I’m going to eat so much, I’ll finally fill the black hole inside. The five main eating disorders are rabbits in a hat -- they’re not really about what you think they’re about.

17 MIN2018 FEB 6
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The Perfectionist and the Fuck You

What would it be like to eat the cake and not get fat?

It started off just with desserts. It started off just with swimming laps in the pool. Then people started to notice.

8 MIN2018 JAN 30
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What would it be like to eat the cake and not get fat?

My Dirtiest Secret

The one I didn’t want anyone to know. The one I fought so hard to protect. The one I thought I was successfully keeping from my partner … until I wasn’t.

10 MIN2018 JAN 11
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My Dirtiest Secret
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Latest Episodes

Do We All Have Eating Disorders

Who doesn’t love a delicious meal or a succulent dessert? Who doesn’t want a perfect body? There’s a fine line between wanting to stay healthy and look good, and slipping off the edge into disorder. How do you know whether your relationship with food has become dangerous, and what do you do about it?

9 MIN2018 MAY 8
Comments
Do We All Have Eating Disorders

Why I Hid My Eating Disorder From My Parents

I thought they didn’t know. I hoped they’d never figure it out. I hid it from them for aslong as I could for one single, compelling, compulsive reason

20 MIN2018 MAR 19
Comments
Why I Hid My Eating Disorder From My Parents

What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 2 My Mom

My mom never really talked to me about my eating disorder when it was going on. Why not? What was happening for her? What was she thinking, feeling, wanting to say but not? Things get emotional when we explore my dirty little secret, and her role in it.

14 MIN2018 FEB 27
Comments
What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 2 My Mom

What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 1 My Dad

What do you do the first time you realize your kid is throwing up? What do you do when she lashes out at you for even bringing up how thin she’s gotten? I interview my father about his experience of my eating disorder, with no holds barred. Some interesting things come to light.

17 MIN2018 FEB 20
Comments
What The Fuck Do Parents Do? - Part 1 My Dad

The Moment I Realized Exercise Was a Problem

I’m running through valleys on my lunch break because it told me to. It stole my time. I’m isolating in the locker room because no one can know. It stole my friendships. It stole a lot of things from me. But it also offered me something I needed.

14 MIN2018 FEB 14
Comments
The Moment I Realized Exercise Was a Problem

The Perfectionist and the Fuck You

Watch this magic trick. I’m going to be so thin, everyone will love me. I’m going to eat so much, I’ll finally fill the black hole inside. The five main eating disorders are rabbits in a hat -- they’re not really about what you think they’re about.

17 MIN2018 FEB 6
Comments
The Perfectionist and the Fuck You

What would it be like to eat the cake and not get fat?

It started off just with desserts. It started off just with swimming laps in the pool. Then people started to notice.

8 MIN2018 JAN 30
Comments
What would it be like to eat the cake and not get fat?

My Dirtiest Secret

The one I didn’t want anyone to know. The one I fought so hard to protect. The one I thought I was successfully keeping from my partner … until I wasn’t.

10 MIN2018 JAN 11
Comments
My Dirtiest Secret
the END
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