Message from my MISCARRIAGE Have you ever had a sense of loss and body aching pain to lose someone you have never met? Last year was filled with so many events for me… My grandma transitioned 5 days before my b-day. My grandpa transitioned a month and a half later on the actual day of my wedding. And now our baby…. You can look at this logically and say it’s normal, it’s common. Statistics say that one in every three women will experience losing a baby before week 20. I don’t hate many things... I rarely use this word. Yet today I hate being a statistic. I hate that I’m looking inside of me. What did I do wrong and why when we prepared so much for this soul’s arrival and already loved it so much it didn’t stay? I hate how much I loved being pregnant and how much it taught me, how much I grew, and how excited I was to share it with the world. And now all I feel is immense emptiness, sorrow and sadness. Words can’t describe my emotional pain. Words can explain the hopelessnes...