After a long time away from DJing and podcasts, I thought it was time to break out of my semi-retirement and start pumping out some podcasts again.I've had a couple of years of huge changes in my life, where my life went from the very top of the world to rock bottom in only a couple of years and I'm slowly (actually pretty close) to getting back up towards the top again.The details of my disappearance from podcasting were all due to decisions that I made about my life (both consciously and subconsciously) that all led to this occurring. There was no single event that was the reason for me stopping putting out my podcasts, but one of the main one's was my addiction to drugs. I lost my job, my partner and my life savings all in a couple of years.For too long I looked at blaming others for my life falling apart, but one day, I finally woke up and realised I was responsible for what happened to me and that I had been the one to nearly ruin my life.I realised that I had found an excuse f...